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Sunday, May 29, 2005

~ 2:25 PM ~

sometimes it hasn't been exactly a very exciting day but it's jus nice to hang out wif frens..
in short. it has been long since we last came out.. feeling free. reali free. and for once my ma din call to find out wher i m today. and the feeling is like oh-boy-i i-am-free.!. hmz.. and it's great.

how interestingly things changes.. like sm's blog says.. "it's amazing how we change.. how can someone change so much till you don recognise him anymore? how can you know someone so well for the last second den suddenly the next you can't even find stuff to talk to him about..
why do people change?.." hmz.. true.. how true.. sometimes u can tell someone jus practically everything.. and the next moment lost and helplessly we watch as everything crumbles.

oh boy.. *shrugs* wonder how things can reali change so fast.. the way i treat some ppl.. from once when we were good frens and yet jus in a twinkle of the eye they become enemies.. ok not enemies but it seems as if.. haiz.. why is life so complicated.?! i would rather jus return to the past.
oh boy it's so cute~

AND SUDDENLY.. so suddenly the mood swings.
and a "i-hate-pacifying-people" comes.
i wonder. reali. if the frenship could hav enough space to contain something called trust.

and i jus cant figure out why are you promoting him..
hah.. its funny reading thru an entry that contains so many hes shes them they.. yah.. we jus wonder who is who.. like you said in her blog we duno which him refers to him. yah.. this is funn.. lols...

pq: thanks sia.. hahas.. say i ur ou xiang.. lolz.. bad rocks..!! agree right.. lols..

today went out wif pq ser and wy yah.. check out pq's blog for events.. lols.. ;P

~ 1:00 PM ~

hmz.. yesterday was sports day..
badminton rocks!!
i am so proud of badminton!
we got 2nd for intercca relay.. ok boo to volleyball.. who claim that they can beat us. boo!

badminton rocks my life

ok 3/7 rocks too!!
our gals team relay got 1st.. hehe.. boo to 3/6 :P haha jkin..
hmz.. oh well we are jus too fast for them.. lolx..
ehmz.. the guys oso did their best.. at least they din chicken out. yea!! three cheers for them!! hip hip hooray!!
3/7 rocks!!

so high yesterday. so funn.. Mr Koh rocks!! wher's he??!!>.< we wan him BACK!!!.. hai..
hmz.. can see how biased i m by the way i treat mr koh and gorilla..
both commented on my running. but 1 i jus *shrugs* and diao.. the other i smile and *shrugs*.. wad difference is there?.. nth right.. yah nth la.. except facial expression.. thats all.

paiseh wy.. hahs. so slack in duty.. budden is u teach me de lor.. lols. ask me pai my helpers do the job.. yah and i did exactly wad u told me to do..

hmz.. then after that 3/7 go dinner.. TOK go wif them la.. ehm.. yah but i din go.. so paiseh.. nev go wif them.. hai.. went j8 wif jiahao ser and pq.. had dinner then took neo.. so cute the neo.. got jiahao.. then we write PJS then point him extra.. hahas.. good la jiahao don mind. ahas.. yah. then 4/3 perlin's class oso got dinner.. hmz.. then after that jiahao go home le.. then we 3 met lays and yingz.. cixin and jasmine went the 3/7 thingy.. then ah ma and jo like grounded.. hmz.. met naomi wif ann also.. aiyo.. naomi ps jiahao.. poor him tag along wif us.. lols.. hmz.. then met some other ppl oso.. who told us bout lays and yingz.. yea..

maybe we should hav a class gathering.. this holiday.. every class got gathering except 2/3 lor.. not fair.. hai. weeyang slacking liao la.. *ops*.. lols .. jkinz..

jj: heard ur leg ehm.. cramp.. lols. ok sadist. take care. not bad leg pain stil run faster than lejun.. hai.. that lousy guy.. lols.. *ops*..

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

~ 11:40 AM ~

jus received a msg from cixin.. walau.. read until i blur.

woke up in a mad rush.. late for project with my lit group.. meeting at 11 woke up and realised it was 10.45 =.= ..
blame myself.. stayed up too late the night before.. lost in work.
arrived an hour late.. luckily they are a bunch of nice ppl.. din take knife chop me.. and thank god i did not hav to ponder over wad to wear today.. jus grabbed the newly bought shirt and a pair of pe shorts.. then left in a hurry..
project ended ard 1..
went park to rehearse.. saw this cute little squirrel which jonathan noticed 1st..
then guess we lost our cool when a bee/beetle hovered over us.. after rehearsing twice we left.

i lied.
i am guilty.
haiz.
i lost all my mood in a result of it.
strangled by ropes named nags, results and mothers.
it's like being on the precipice of life.. ~~not that bad reali..~~

the feeling of hurt.
hurt by the one you cherished.
how does that feel.?

to have chosen to be entangled in this.. but din chose to get into
this sort of shit..
to not start is better than to hav started and to be hurt in the end..is it?.. i m blinded.. it's sad to end things wif fullstops. though we noe thats how things work.

~~fucked up with myself when~~ i know there isnt anyone else to blame..
to be first in every race and now i feel thats the feeling of being last.

i pray that i arent jus giving myself false hope.

wads to be said?..
~*the world wouldn turn until the next move is made.. they say good things come to those who wait..*~

Monday, May 23, 2005

~ 2:04 PM ~

woah.. wonder this is the how-many-th time we have been to plaza sing this yr.. orchard becomin boring.. the next place we hav been visiting is douby ghout..

today ser and me went out to buy present for perlin.. we went to kovan .. wanted to get a string for the chicky/ducky that i bought for perlin some days ago when we went yishun for bballing.. hmz.. then think it became a bit redundant when i bought a name bracelet for all three : nx mel perlin.. with a hippo dangling.. saw the dog house that liwen got for her birthday from weilun wilson they all last yr.. with a collection of 12 dogs.. how nice.. it costs $99.90.. :X

after which we headed for plaza sing.. hoping to find sth.. working purposefully.. we came to this puremilk shop.. then called ppl up to find out perlin's preference for clothes.

sigh.. dunno if she is jealous or sth.. she claims not to know anything.. hopefully i m wrong about her.. but i gues its reali obvious that i m biased.. too bad. thats an eye for an eye.. all humans hav rights to be nice and mean to ppl of their choice.. but well.. she is still my senior.. i m doing my best to make it look superficial..

hmz.. met lots of andersonians.. yuzhen and her fren.. jonathan with his parents.. weiting marcus yunying yixiang jia hao and supposingly stupid joan..

that stupid gal.. ask her come out meet me earlier at plaza sing she say she lazy.. then 5+ she suddenly tell me say she coming.. tot she reali so nice come bring money for me. wad e.. she go meet 2/5 then say la.. heck her.. let her die herself.

hmz.. then today ser bought a skirt and a shirt.. not fair.. the shirt nice la.. don hav medium size de.. hmz.. then yah.. that gal make me buy skirt and a shirt oso.. hah.. the 1st person to see me wearin skirt. not bad. got future. lols..

hmz.. then aiya. heck. later got naggggged at again by who else.. hai.

sian.

if only i could jus disappear. if only there weren such things as results. then she would stop nagging. ~~like real~~

^_i wanna leave the most beautiful memories in their minds.._^

Sunday, May 22, 2005

~ 2:36 PM ~

hmz.. school was half day yesterday.. preparation for speech day that night. wad a wet blanket to hav geog test on a great day like this..

lejun leroy junjie ser and i went in search for pizza hut. apparently we thought we could find one in orchard but there wasnt.. it was a wasted trip there .. moreover we were rudely interrupted by these few people who seemed to try too hard to sell their food vouchers which they claimed to be worth our money.. *duh.. which promoter wouldn say this*.. they appeared pissed off when we rejected their offer..

walked to plaza sing wher we found pizza hut.. yum yum.. junjie was once again bullied.. lols.. leroy found it amusing to bury junjie's pizza with cheese and chilli.. and in the end he had poured the once-fully-filled bottle of chilli into jj's plate.. lolx.. leaving the poor guy with burning lips.. hurhur..

after which we went to yck to bowl.. practically everyone wasn't on form.. maybe except for ser.. our top scorer for the day.. and we started to engage in a conversation about dirty stuff.. it was hilarious the way lejun put things across about junjie and his future gf.. "As the girl moves closer to his face and closes her eyes.. " JJ responds: "eh wad you tryin to do?" .. lols.. funny!

pop the cherry.. how many knows what this means?.. and pure?! serene knows it.. gosh.. i was lost. i din know. haha..

function.. wads function?.. to F it before you G it.. thats function.. junjie would respond.. lols.. *laughed our heads off* lejun apparently could hav rolled on the floor laughin.. lolx..

hmz.. then later we rushed through the 2nd game.. cause ser leroy and i were late.. it was 4.30 already and we were still at yck.. choir and npcc had to report at 4.30..
therefore we rushed off..
waited for the bus and when it finally arrived i realised ~~shit~~
i left my ez link card at the bowling alley for safekeeping. and therefore i ran back to claim.. on the way gave a lejun a call to report how suay i was.. also to ask if they had taken it..

i supposed ser and leroy would have left on that bus by then since they were late.. but later i received a call from ser saying that they were waiting for me at the queue =.= .. ok nvm..i had started my way back to sch.. running.. wanted to run to the nearest stop to take bus.. but how nice.. my card had negative value and i had no coins =.= ~~damn it~~

so i trained 2.4km and ran.. to make matters worst i had to try to keep my pinafore dry.. i couldn report for duty drenched right?.. sigh... wad a day..

received call from jj.. surprisingly lejun was generous that day.. lols.

speech day was well.. boring.. rehearsed so many times it got meaningless.. and thanks a lot.. the GOH was late.. so everything was delayed and we were stil in sch at 10pm.. how nice.. well it was indeed nice to spend night hours wif frens though.. though the atmosphere was pretty tensed that night..

oh well all things ends well.. choz.

~ 9:32 AM ~

new layout.. the old blog seemed to hav screwed up. relink me readers. =)

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

~ 2:41 PM ~

oh great. tomoro's tuesday. *kfc*

And those horrible teachers are going to dump everything on us all at once.. Amaths then Emaths then social studies then chinese then lit.. sigh. we pray sincerely to god tonight..

this weekend reali slack through.. friday did that lame stuff saturday slept thru out and sunday went to play bball in the evenin.. reali preparing to hibernate. holiday mood already..

this fri speech day sch ends early.. probably going bowling.. choz.

*sigh* snugglin up in bed. nitez.

if only everyday could be like this..

Sunday, May 15, 2005

~ 1:27 PM ~

How else could we get lamer?

How would you spend $8 if given a choice? And a bunch of smart pigs like us spent it on a movie which we watched for 10mins. It costed us 6 $8 each to walk thru the red carpets to enter the cinema, thru the exit and to attract attention by openin and closin the exit door. =.=

basically what happened was as such : *quoted from jj's blog* "went to Plaza Singapura to meet up with ser pq jj lejun leroy.. we were trying to plan how to sneak into the room featuring House of Wax... Thought that buying tickets for non-restricted movies would help us sneak into the NC16 movie...And thus we bought tickets for "The Interpreter", popcorns Coke and everything ready... Then we went to take neoprints and finally went into the entrance (cinema), only to find 2 smarter people GUARDING the two sides of the rows of rooms... What the, they outwitted us!! We couldn't sneak through them... So in the end we sat and watched "The Interpreter" for about 10 minutes, after which we just walked out of the room and that's it... We were out of the movie! Paid $8 just to find a way out of the cinema lol... Then we sat at a corner outside the entrance and ate popcorn and played truth or dare..."

yah basically all i can tell from this is that we are a bunch of fools.. nevertheless it was an exciting experience.. yeah.. and we met some 2/5 juniors and some ppl from AMB.. and also masturah ain nasihah and their group of malay frens.. basically andersonians.

yah after truth or dare those bunch of childish ppl dumped us somehow. stupid lejun. make us go up the escalator then he ran off.. =.= ok nvm.. we stil outsmart them. they suppose to dump us and run off but we 2 ended up lookin down at them and seein them STUPIDLY lookin for us. *bold stupid to show how stupid things can make 1 look stupid..*lols.. yah ok nvm.. and we supposingly wasted some time jumpin in and out of the mrt looking like retards. perhaps lookin like a fool and bringing some laughter to outsiders' lives is a good thing if we think positively.. hahas..

we went bowling at yck. met ruth after our game. hi! lols.. bowling was fun =) jj missed the 1st game and we carried on with him joinin the 2nd set which ser generously sponsored. everyone started with a score of 7 or 8 (ard ther la.. unless ehm.. haha..) yah.. then the 1st shot jj made was like *vroom* STRIKE. =.= so i was telling pq :" oh shit. i cant believe it. so malu >.< *hides behind her shirt* zhen ren bu luo xiang sia." ppl play wif style we so malu >>.<< lols.. then we two started to stand there and gossip *hehe.. secret :P* hmz.. bowlin is funn =)

then after that we went north point wif ser to hav dinner.. sat at mac and tok til 7+ then ser had to go for her concert.. so we parted. lejun had to go home to pick his brother so he left early b4 we went mac.. and that joker sms me to ask if we wanted to go northpoint ltr at 8+ =.= obviously not la.. ppl wan go home watch show de wor.. lols.. hmz.. yup.. that was our day..

pq: hehez.. we shall cont our surveillance on them *eherm*.. see wad happens next. =P anyway stil don think he is introvert.

jj: hahas.. its funny how they try to outrun us but fail to.. lols.. nice 1 =P.. anyway prove to lejun that you arent 100 % retarded ya?.. haha.. lolx..

ser: thanks for the game sia. lols.. real pathetic to come out broke. sigh..

L & L: haha.. fun today ba.. oso duno u all got read blog de orr not.. but nvm la.. hahas..

*its impt in life to know how to react in certain situations.*

Monday, May 09, 2005

~ 2:57 PM ~

feel like snuggling up in bed.

Finally exams are over, but despite the joy, the feelin of boredom engulfs me >.<
Our level of sorrow and disappointment would probably increase as we mark the end of our common tests with a stupid Amaths paper. ok never mind. we shalln cry over spilt milk. a stupid doing that would never help change the results without assaulting the teacher and dumpin his corpse into the sea. * ok before that so find out wher he left the exam papers.*

ok a summary of the first "outing" for PJS after the freakin exams..
ser and i went to orchard mac cause she haven eaten.. and good old me accompanied her.. pq joined us after her sprout meetin.. and she went cold storage in taka to buy drinks. ser and i were too fascinated by the temporary chocolate shop outside.. we simply stood ther for sometime debating whether to get a box of sex chocolates or not. *funny right*

For those wonderin wad sex chocolates means(in my language): chocolates shaped in those stuff.. *yah it doesnt seek much explanation.. those youngsters out there hav a splendid imagination.. it figures.. hahas* oh well.. we ended up buying a box of choco for hm, another for ser's ma and yet another for zy.. this probably puts another impression of singaporeans in those ladies minds: those that wouldn giv a lame excuse such as "we go get money" jus to escape from purchasing from that stall.. hopefully we wouldn get "diao" the next time right. this reminds me of the little shoes that ser gave me on valentine.. jus a note to any buyers: those choco in that fittin are cheapos! they look big but right inside them its empty! u will find air.. not chocolate! don be cheated for 3 for $4! haha.. yeah so ser was all caught up in that box of sex chocolates.. the image of it stil hangin ard in her head when we left. she wouldn leave without buying it.. god bless it costs $22 and she's buying it cause she had love at first sight.. =.= hmx.. probably includin the fact that she cant wait to giv sth to yah-we-noe-who. and we helped her plan who she could giv it to if she yah decides not to giv to ehm-yah.. maybe JG? we duno.. but by then maybe the chocos will rot..

hang ard taka a while and happened to meet sherhan and yixin.. cont our search for gifts.. and collection of postcards at heeren... after which we went to cine to take neo.. then happened to meet ehm-wads-his-name.. ok i cant remember wad he's called.. some badminton senior.. yah..

then we headed for sentosa.. funny.. wanted to go west coast but din noe how.. hmz.. stopped by 7-11.. now got this funny machine thing which serves nacho.. hah.. 7-11 is tryin to comin in wif all sorts of new methods to earn money.. who noes in 10 yrs time wad else would they not sell.. maybe clothes can be found.. in case some ppl gets rob and loses al their clothes.. they can find clothes 24 hours. *ok lame* oh yes.. digressed. we went to 7-11 to buy food.. but due to financial problems we decided to get food at habourfront hawkercentre.. =.=

with 3 pathetic packets and 1 drink we headed for palawan beach.. *heard the kuays are in some part of sentosa too* took the shuttle bus and then walked to some place across a bridge and up some watch tower.. yup.. and we settled ther for sometime.. talked.. yup.. not exactly v active stuff.. but the atmospher's reali nice.. how wonderful to be wif ur other half ther.. and ok.. at such 'private' areas wher ppl pay to enter.. we see "porn".. ok lots ppl kissin duh.. *common sight* and yah.. ppl clan in bikini suits and some ppl who sleep in their tents wif a towel wrapped ard -->tht area<-- hurhur.. *y else would someone wrap a towel ard that part if he isnt decently dressed.* funny.. and another.. ppl happily lyin on the sand to sunbath.. and also happily openin up the bottom to "air".. ok i duno how to describe.. forget it if one doesnt understand.. PJS would..haha..

yeah and we headed back ard 7 cause we nid to get back by 8+.. pq nids to meet her sis.. yup.. and on the way back to the bus stop we met the kuays.. they sure do noe how to enjoy life.. pizza hut and swimmin. how nice.. =)

*ops.. wad a wierd way of bloggin.. but this is fun!!*yup thats about it.. nitez folks.
*is it the right thing to act nonchalant? perhaps i shouldn.. somebody help me!!*

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Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you? Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at. Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes. It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built, and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others. You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships. From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do. I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life. It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?. I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets. Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes. It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable. Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people. We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature. And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed.. Well, live a sate life readers!

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