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Saturday, April 29, 2006

~ 11:48 PM ~

Ah yes. to add on to the previous entry. Yesterday was Narfa. How could i have forgotten

As usual there were five stations. 4/7 started off with sit up which was the easiest of all. Followed by standing broad jump which was ok. And then.. the most fearful station of all. Sit and Reach. Normally I barely scraped past 40. With some stretching and stuff, I made silent prayer and went for it. Choosing the best station I tried with Mdm Neo. So far so good, I was stuck with a 42cm. I thought that was ok, then when I checked the chart I realized 42 was C and 43 was B -.- So I decided to retake at another station. The class was at Mdm Chan’s station then, so I decided to give a try there. Before that, I received physical help from our dear old president - a “Buddha push”. Wow. You should have seen how much strength she mustered to do it. She nearly broke my bones. Lols.

So I went for it. Guess wad?.. I managed a 47 which was A! ok that was some tyco shot which I didn’t know how I did it either.
Shuttle run was another tyco one. For god know wad reason I got a 9.84. Its like so incredible. I thought i was pretty slow, just aiming for C with the scraped knee.. Amazing. Looking at some people like Zhishu run and skid, it isn’t a very good idea actually. Skidding makes u slow down as you try to catch up grip on the ground.

Yeah. And the rest of the stations were ok. It was great catching up with Joan after some neglecting the past weeks. At least it managed to shield me for some time. Not that I’m using her as shield but..... sigh.

Leeched.

~ 3:02 PM ~

wow. the world has revolved. even worms like perlin have crawled out from the soil. Even the impossible has become possible. yes. we can all get 6-pointers! hurray!

That particular sense of disturbance seized me so frequently that it has becomed a hindrance to those around who are sensitive to my reactions. Those kind words of concern of " Hey why so down today? Don't seem like you leh." were gently shrugged off by "Nah i'm fine.".
*turns away and be alone.*
Instinctively, people would have thought it was post exam trauma. But it was far from that.
Nobody knew unless the golden words dropped.

Sometimes it really doesnt pay to do something out of kind intentions and get into really sticky situations out of it. And i do mean literally sticky. Like Mdm Chan told us of the story of the teacher who offered to take charge of all the handphones in an exam. More often than not, teachers would rush off after the exam leaving students to claim back their property responsibly. However at that particular instance, the teacher totally forgot about the implications that would arise if any handphones got lost. And thereafter, the teacher was responsible for a lost phone and had to pay for it.

At this point in time, i must be feeling totally like the teacher, maybe not as bad as having to pay for a phone. But it applies with the same logic.

Sometimes there are things that are really hard to say to people and things that you don't wan to say to hurt their feelings. But without saying you are hurt yourself. So would you rather yourself be hurt or to hurt someone?.. Most often people would rather themselves get hurt. Which explains the current state.

It again reminds me of the past. Wierd. Every thing of the present seems to link back to the past. the times when there is kitty around. When can i ever trancend? By the end of the year earliest? It seems like it. I am keeping my cool.

Sigh. Just let me float.

Talking about competition one year ago jus brings me regrets. the sengkang match in '05 and the amk match in '06 rushes back in the photographic mind. It isn't easy to forget failure, especially when all hopes are pinned on you and people have high expectations. Yet, the hopes are returned by disappointment. So near yet so far, but a failure is a lesson learnt.

~~Perlin is so philosopical. -.-~~

We have matured since then. No matter how much we grown and thought we had matured, when we look back at our past, we are forever young and innocent. It could have been childish play on our part, but there are things that lives on.
Ms Heng hates "things" for they are ever so vague.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

~ 8:18 PM ~

"Yayness". Each student at And. has different perspectives to the ending of the mid year exam. Some mourn for the bad attempts at the papers, while others rejoice.
Everyone had slogged their guts out i believe, especially with the senseless examination timetable of putting heavy subjects like chemistry and geography on the same day. This has brought a hiatus to many blogs and similarly cobwebs had gathered here.

Its time for clearance though. Although exams aren't officially over. There's still Emaths and Higher chinese to go. Fortunately its HCL tomorrow which gives a break to all tired souls.

Recently it seems like lots more reminiscing and gossiping on our part. Four gossipy girls bent over at WT's table during chemistry free period by the for-once-considerate-Pat. A little more tolerance and objective treatment towards her gradually, finally with no extra connections with thee. I shall heed Mingyu's advice and not forge too much hatred for her, as it would indeed be more practical to do well in Chemistry and show it to her that we can do well even without her help.

Ok back to gossiping.

It has brought back alot of thoughts that were left aside for awhile. Her reitertating her past school life has surfaced a different her that was contrary to her character. Unexpected and interestingly, some things she had done yet left untold. It was enlightening and a form of stress reliever after those hard core papers.

Well, life in And. has flown past. Now its our fourth year, and its ending pretty soon as well. At the rate that we are taking exams and receiving our results, days fly by without our knowledge. Before we know it, it will be graduation ball and we shall all bid And. goodbye.

The question of "Do you regret coming to And. ?" popped up today. Imagine Wt hating guys and wanting to go to SCGS. lols. unexpected.
Life and its numerous tides and flows, lets all strive together and there we shall move on together not leaving any good friends behind.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

~ 4:57 PM ~

For the benefit of the targeted audience, this entry would be slightly simplified.

On hiatus since 26th march, that's about 2 weeks. That certain bug has been keeping me with a short term memory, so much so that I have no impression of the happenings of the past week.

Lodge a complain.
those who have heard can skip the paragraph. Sorry, too much grievances.

It was a faithful Friday. The dreaded day that homework accumulates for ~~all~~ ok I mean most students. Some highly industrious students could always find time to complete their homework, not to much surprise. And on this seemingly mundane school day, our dear old form teacher had to come in during Chinese lesson asking us to discuss in groups and write out a speech. All was fine as we grouped ourselves and discussed the topic based on the article, until.... the bell rang, signalling the end of the lesson. She did not nagged at us today, we all thought it was a great day. And then she said: " Somebody in each group has to sacrifice and bring home to complete by Monday." Wow. How nice, somebody has to sacrifice and the needle on the wheel of fortune points at --->Jaslyn.<---- Why me?.. Oh well. That's because our dear student council president thinks Jaslyn is a highly industrious student who has completed ALL her homework. Therefore Jaslyn is very free to write the speech for the group! Interesting huh?

As soon as Chan finished with her words, council president Soon took the papers and told Jaslyn :" Eh you finished your homework already right? You bring home do hor. " The next moment, Jas found herself holding on to the papers, staring at the topic title. It spells "stress". That was exactly how Jas was feeling at that moment. You expect someone failing chinese to write that crap for you? Good. What great friends she has. Irked and flustered, Jas protested. She thought :" Wtf?! Who has no homework?!" Just because Jas managed to do her part by finishing her literature compo doesn't deem her as homework-free right?! Just because Jas managed to complete her chinese journal on time doesn't deem her as homework-free right?!

Where is justice?!
I wouldn't have mind doing, if only she haven't said something so senselessly.
A friend in need NEEDS a friend indeed. And bingo. she has one.

Jas thought it was no use continuing arguing with bimbotic people. Grasping the compo paper, she set off to work immediately, hoping to finish it by the end of the day. President noticed the efficiency in Jas and amusedly commented :" Wow jaslyn very efficient leh. If is me i will complain and not do de lor."

To trust she has the guts to laugh and not render her most appreciated help.
As the next teacher came in, Jas continued with her work, avoiding Hasnizah's eyes at all cost. Jas has a perfect partner who reminds her to fear having the compo being confiscated. Jas decided to test her "friends". While the lesson went on, Jas asked president and vice president respectively how to go about continuing/editing the compo. As usual both wanted to pay close attention to what the teacher was saying. It was wierd that none seemed concerned about the compo, as if it was none of their business. President said :" Sorry i really can't help you" when asked to rephrase a sentence. Vice- president said :" Eh later la.. " and she kept the paper under her SS notes. -.-
It was great timing to offer each a slap, but Jas decide to get a grip over herself, ignoring them and continuing with the work. She still had a long way to go having to survive with them.

Special Note.
It isn't easy to find time to talk. Hopefully this would help, slightly.
Do know when is the right time to get engaged, being naive and guillible would not help a single bit. Neither would being obstinate. Do receive feedback from those concerned, and think deeply into them. It's wierd why friends are being more concerned about you then yourself, it's wierd why we use so much brain cells to knock sense into you yet to no avail. It's ironic isn't it?.. Make right judgements and know what is best for yourself. If you would rather trust someone whom you know of less than 4 months, or maybe less, than your supposingly good friends whom you know since sec 1, do tell us. So we know what you really want and we can stop hindering your life. Love blossom is hard to avoid. Who wouldn't want to feel cared for and have a 24-hr companion?.. But do make the right choices. You do know yourself this wouldn't last, the longest it can last would be till the end of the year. And when we all leave the school together, the people whom you can count on would be us and not him. You wouldn't want to risk the next half of your life being destroyed by a brash decision to stick by him now. Not that anyone is looking down on anyone else, what we really mean is your results would no doubt deteriorate, and when you leave the school with the worst results you would desire and then your relationship ends, you would think of yourself being fatuous for not heeding our advice. It wouldn't be worth it but by then it would be too late to turn back. Do think through and may the best decision strike you.

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Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you? Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at. Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes. It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built, and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others. You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships. From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do. I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life. It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?. I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets. Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes. It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable. Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people. We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature. And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed.. Well, live a sate life readers!

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