Friday, October 28, 2005
~ 2:05 PM ~
currently exhausted. as usual trainings drain us dry.
speaking about it.. not long ago jus found out the reason to what's hindering her drive to cooperate.. not a very pleasant thing discover.. but it indeed prompted me thinking.
life's truely unpredictable as like in TET. hatred, disaffection, dissatifaction arises when we see things in a different point of view of what it meant to be.. as such we sure can presume that everyone has had someone whom he/she dislikes and someone who dislikes him/herself.
every soul seemed to hav given up hope. now all that is left is me. alone.
it is so "encouraging" when someone becomes so TRUTHful to you.. its sounds like the ship manager telling his assistant "i fear the ship is sinking. but i cant inform the passengers. i don't wan them to fear too."
and those other ignorant passengers are telling the assistant "yah la.. the boat wouldn sink.." (right in front of the ship assistant they added " yah right.. jus giv him falsified hopes")
and right there today the assitamt tries to attain more life jackets.
when a passemger floating on the surface of the sea retorts :" why should i listen to you."
indeed.
why should the passengers listen to the assistant when he is jus the assistant as the name suggests. the decisions should only be made by the ship manager or rather the captain huh. yeah so the assitant is jus suppose to sit down and watch ppl drown. yes thats it.
maybe that the conclusion for the assistant today.
i m tired
there's not much time left for a miracle.
Monday, October 24, 2005
~ 9:42 AM ~
currently feeling like a leaf litter.
as well as fatuous and foolish for the stupid computer jus shut down on me when i blogged half way. this should be the most irritating thing that can ever happen to someone for causing their sudden interest to blog to vanish completely.
seethed and pissed off with the irritating messanger. hindering my progress in socialise with people. =/
facing tomorrow with trepidation.
this dreadful feeling overwhelming me ever since the stupid statement the brainless teacher made. sharks.
realising how mean i hav become. must be negative influence from those pig and DoG frens of mine. at least i wouldn hang up the phone on ppl last time. now i wouldn even feel bad doing so. *shake head* thats bad.
this is a notice to mg's-you-know-who..
bug me now and i shall bite off your head. *munch*
not exactly in the best of moods at the moment.
currently playing: bu de bu ai
tian tian dou xu yao ni ai
wo de xin si you ni cai
i luv you wo jiu shi yao ni rang wo mei tian dou jing cai
tian tian ba ta gua zhui bian
dao di she me shi zhen ai
i luv you dao di you ji fen shou de bi xiang xiang gen kuai
hmmm.. music sure lighten one's mood.
cant wait for Os to be over.
cant wait to go roller blading.
cant wait to go kbox.
cant wait to go arcade.
cant wait to go swimming.
i cant wait.
waiting.
i think the above is crap.
cause i m stil feeling lousy inside.
X this page now.
don wasting time.
my mood cant be lousier to noe there's council meeting tomoro.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
~ 1:53 PM ~
hmm.. school reopen already.. =/ so fast sia.. still have the atmosphere of holiday mood.. how to prepare for olevel chinese lidat.. haii.. if only we were sec 2s now.. then no more exams.. budden again if not sec 3 then wouldn meet new friends =/.. hahas.. ok so contradicting..
hmx.. kbox is funn.. but roller blading still more funn.. hahas.. now addicted to singing.. sharks.. the songs keep playing in my head.. how?!!.. i wann to go arcade wif renying oso.. how??.. i wann go swimming!! how??.. haii.. i beg halloween to hurry arrive.. after that we shall be FREE!!>.< haha.. or maybe not..
quite an interesting experience at kbox.. quite ex in my opinion but yet so much more worth it than "haha" those 2 clowns' experience.. =P
interestingly we mistook 2 jugs for 2 cups.. hahs.. funny.. so many songs so nice.. haha.. i will thank any kind soul who would offer to burn the songs for me.. =/
ahh cant wait to go again.. sharks.
sigh. having such mixed feelings bout it. wondering if we are doing the right thing now.. would there be any adverse effects after this?.. but so far i still cant cope wif the situation. what should we do?.. i think we need some advice.
Monday, October 17, 2005
~ 9:54 AM ~
yesterday was fun. very fun. it has been long since we had much fun. life in singapore is getting boring. if going out is jus about walking ard shopping buying present watching movie and eating.. life is sure dull. for even our way of having fun is a repetition.
ytd reminds me of the time when we were once together.. but many things hav changed since then. now everything is different. everyone's thinking changes. the goodwill has gone.
i m learning. learning to like everyone. i hope.
learning how to socialise with more people.
it makes life more interesting that way i suppose.
we spent our time at east coast roller blading.. watching the guys fall is so hilarious.. the pathetic looks on their faces.. their will to pick themselves up and cont.. hahs. the achievement that they have made when we finally ended. this all adds up to the fun we had yesterday. the gentlemenly and generous sides of them.. hahs.. and of course the time in which we helped them learn.. it was all indeed memorable. the uncalculative sides of the guys make me see that life was different yesterday. and after which we took taxi to marina bay.. and reached our destination
after squeezing up the extremely crowded 400 bus. it was stil my 1st time seeing a empty bus coming to the bus stop and then filling up so fast at 1 stop til there was stil not enuff space to accomodate more. *at least at such a secluded place comparable to a bus interchange*
hahs. so we finally reached the place and settled down.. i went to collect the plates and lj went to get the live prawns and chop the life crabs.. leaving the other 2 siting there lookin after the stuff.
later theyy left me there alone to hav funn with chopping the crab and poor me was bewildered when the live prawns jump out of their box. =/ .. desperately called them back to save me over the phone.. and ser was equally amused when she saw the prawn jumpin about on her plate. lolx.. i was so abashed when the neighbouring table of people saw me feeling so helpless. lolx..
hmm.. then we sat down and ate.. cooked for each other.. at 1st we din know how to go about cooking.. so of course all the meat ended up charcoal black. so we decided to restart everything.. getting the person starting the fire to change our piece of aluminium foil.
food quite nice.. quite a wide variety.. hahs.. of course go steamboat with frens is more of playing than eating.. see your frens feed each other. and its reali literally feeding... haha.. so funny.. and of course amusing..
the most important thing we all gained today should be a better friendship relationship with each other.. and a broader and open mind.. hmm.. probably all the tension before has gone. and thats something to be happy about =)
learnt that open minded guys are funn to be ard.. hahs..
after dinner we wanted to bowl take neo and go look at the sea.. but we were running out of time.. so we jus took a stroll along a pretty dark road.. and see how man the guys were.. hahah.. dunno is reali man or fake.. ok at least we were more freaked out then them. hahh.. should say felt protected or not?.. haha.. can tell the guys scared oso la.. haha.. ask us to keep toking so wouldn quiet.. haha.. in case we hear the unseen then we are dead.. lols..
so we walked quite a distance to a bus stop.. and so spastically we din know the bus was a loop service.. so we were walking in the opposite direction of the bus.. but oh well.. after meal stroll helps in digestion.. *ser claims* hahas..
then we took the bus back to marina bay... scary i thought i lost my wallet.. =/.. left it on the stupid bus seat.. gosh. luckily i found out on time or my wallet will be gone with the wind. =/
appreciated this day.. at least we enjoyed ourselves.. =)
how does it feel holding your hand. feels like your hand la. duh. haha.. spastic. =.=
Friday, October 14, 2005
~ 2:44 PM ~
hmm.. so long alr.. finally end of exams..
the change from being so buzy to nothing to study seems so great that i can hardly believe it.. after being on haitus for this period it seems like many has lost much interest to the blogger and poor thing it has rusted.
the comp has somewhat proved to be dispensible.
i seriously wouldn mind watching stairway to heaven everyday and not come online. anyway msn has become more and more boring.. i do wonder how much things can one talk to another. is there a capacity or limit?.. when will people run out of things to say to one another?..
oh well.. in this period some things have changed or maybe they haven.. as unpredictable as life is.. we can nev predict what will happen the day after tomoro..
i gues we shall jus leave things as it is.. let it be.. let it be..
there's stil meeting tomoro.. and obvious none of us idiots would be keen to wake up so freaking early for some stupid meeting.
why cant we jus all pon it together and get kicked out together and let the dumb service thing fall.
and we shall all luff at them when we all protest against doing duties like PARADE COMMANDING for example and allow mr ang or maybe mrs tan would like to do it themselves. it was so amusing to hear that ms lau wanted us to SING OVER THE MIKE. it would be interesting to allow us to be some form of ENTERTAINMENT instead of SERVICE to the school. and i bet we would be the 1st school to show our loyality to the country in this way. stupid ass is stupid in the 1st place. ok not ass. the teachers and management board is. if they arent they wouldn hav put bio and amaths on the same day. ah wadever.
we shall pray hard for good results.
choz.
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