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Saturday, December 17, 2005

~ 10:24 PM ~

hmmx.. seems like many are on haitus during this holiday. not to deny so am i. almost everyone's existence has vanished from the bloggers.
not much happenings this holiday. perhaps not yet. hopefully surprises coming can allow me to hold on for as long as the next one yr before the next holiday comes where we coming sec4s can truely relax from the books.

a sudden interest in furnitures.. lols.

this holiday has particularly been trgs and yet more trgs. trg becomes a pleasure if we think about it. but despite that some sees it as a torturous and tedious job. sth undesired which they are forced to do. this i don understand. why cant they commit themselves to it since they are in it. darn. ~~don tok to me bout council. thats different. the ppl are rubbish.~~

hmm. during the last trg suddenly got the urge to ask some ppl wads the drive for them to come for trg.. so i decided to ask the person whom i most proud of in the gals' team - ruth. "hmm.. badminton is a drive for myself." wah. so touched. =') lols.. yet so chimology.
so she say she nid to exercise everyday if not she will die. so trg becomes her form of exercise. hmm.. acceptable ans.

and since fiona is online i decided to ask her.
"uhm i wan be good captain
i wan be good example to juniors
i wan them to have the passion for badmt.
n i wan to play well.
i dowan to play like sai n go tournament throw face."

hahas. and after this answer i reali wanna ask. "u sure u got put in 100% in trg?"

seriously i "admire" ruth.
the more i think about it.
she got the nev-say-die attitude which i don even noe if i possess..

wads my drive?.
the people who go for trg is my drive.
the people ard supportin me.

surprisingly ruth is a drive to me.
i bet she gonna luff when she reads this.
shh don tell her. she wudn read this anyway.. so ppl don tell her. >.< hahas.

why i noe?.. cause she luffed at wad a senior wrote to me when she saw it.
i totally understand why she luffed. cause it was so unlike that senior to write sth like that.
its so like wad i wrote now. **ruth = jaslyn's drive.** ok maybe not all of my drive. some of it. the rest goes to some other ppl or stuff. like a piece of pizza. ok nvm lame.

besides the people, there's this other drive. the thought of us being in the same boat.. determined *i hope* to achieve that position together.
but this naive thought of mine.. is slowly being dashed by captain too.

this entry is becoming more subjective.. thats wad a blog is meant to be though.

i m probably jus a small fry. ~~the smallest fly u can find. =.= ok not fly. how bout pig.~~
we hav no right we hav no say. but we long to win one day. besides longing to win myself, if that dumb captain refuses to be on my side then thats the end of the game.

i canot tolerate anyone, be it jokingly or seriously, threatening to miss it.

its 2.05. i guess that will be all for now. i will cont some time later.

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chAracTer.

Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you? Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at. Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes. It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built, and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others. You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships. From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do. I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life. It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?. I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets. Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes. It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable. Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people. We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature. And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed.. Well, live a sate life readers!

liKez.

+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
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+you.

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