Saturday, February 25, 2006
~ 4:38 PM ~
hai. for once i understand the frustration of biology.
drawing food sucks la. serious. especially when we dunno how to label the parts. and when i go find pictures from yahoo by typing "ginger"..
they show me stupid blonde girls and pictures of dogs which i supposed are named ginger =.= dumb.
and when i type "carrot".. they show me carrots of different lengths. and even an advertisement called carrot backside -.- . blah. irritating.
chem sucks as well. especially chem test this term. definately everyone thinks so. surprisingly physics this term doesnt suck as much. perhaps it would when results return. we hope not. hai bothers.
anyone who knows any damn thing bout bio pls tell me.
sigh. forget bout bio . forget bout exams for now.
Thursday, February 23, 2006
~ 10:36 PM ~
All struggle and misery in life is due to our attempt to arrest this law or get away from it or in allowing ourselves to be hurt by it.
We choose our own destiny. Choose the right path today and it will lead us to be on the right track, heading the right way, the right direction. It is a choice, the fate lying in our hands. Determine its outcome and it will affect our actions and behaviours.
i chose the wrong path today.
Monday, February 20, 2006
~ 10:08 PM ~
for everyone out there who has a 24hr fren to fall back on do feel blessed.
though sometimes we know just moral support alone is minuscule encouragment. what we truely need is physical support. its saddening to know of people going through those times which i understand as depression. personal encounter allows me to fully empathise current feelings as such.
it will take time, though times wil not be easy.
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i shall not feel sad over screwed geog tests
Friday, February 17, 2006
~ 10:29 PM ~
this is pretty long a hibernation that i have had.
not going to be much of an update today. jus to clear away some cobwebs.
so many things have happened in this period of time that i hav no idea where to start from. of course there's the tournament season which has officially ended for the B division today. and festive seasons like chinese new year and valentine's day.
the end of the tournaments would mean the separation of the sec 4s. indeed sadness is inevitable in the process of parting. the ability to withhold the spirit that soar among us would require the commitment of every individual. spirit is spread not with the word but by action. an interesting batch of peers, ranging from spastic people to people full of seriousness. spastic and serious are characteristics of two different ends. how did we managed to bond together despite that barrier?.. it is affinity that drew us together. now that the affinity is waning, its up to us totally to keep it together. do we let go or hang on?
the past few days we have been hearing numerous people sigh. reminiscing bout the good times in the past brings about the undesired sadness, yet without reminiscing, the wee bit of joy from those fantastic memOries would disappear completely from our preoccupied minds at last.
reminiscing with ser about sec 2 life has certainly gave a jot to my memory. those minute details that she remembers is what i must have erased from my memory long ago.
the desperateness to get into the same klas, studying till late hours together, settling at all sorts of wierd places to study and this is the final touch to it. the final separation of individuals in the quadruple, is this the desired outcome?.
sighing over the separation would add to the misery, it isnt easy but cheering up would make life more pleasant.
this enlightenment is obtained from the transition of a sec 2 to sec 3 teen.
these are all part and parcels of our lives. however much we dread it, it will stil pass by.
let the spirit live on. abt forever.
