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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

~ 8:44 PM ~

Sports Heats.

The sun scotched down brightly on the trio as they trudged to the stadium under the blazing sun. Most of whom headed there with trepidation, butterflies in their stomachs. Sports carnival this year seemed somewhat different from the previous years. Firstly, there is a decline in the number of participants, supposingly a good news since there's less competition, however that isn't the case. With that, the sec 4s are combining with the sec 3s which brings in more trackers. Should have roped more people to join la. crap. Now more people are eying the medal. =/

Secondly, the focus of the event has been shifted. It now seems like the track events are much "neglected" in that sense. Cramming all the track events in the heats, some piteous participants are continuously on the move. Perhaps i should be glad to be on the sidelines, not getting too tensed up with the further progression of the event.

Thirdly, with the clearance of the track events, it means that sports day itself would be monotonic for the non-participants. For once, a sports event seemed to be a waste of time though i definately hope to be proven wrong.

ok i shallnt continue to be a wet blanket.

The clock ticked and time flew by. Not long after most of the participants had arrived and gathered. the usual routine of human stock taking took place and each event were run. The upper sec 100m girls had been asked to gather, and to much of our astonishment some runners had not arrived -.- guess who?. well it shouldn be too tough to guess. she, the one who lives up to her name.

Bewildered and perplexed, the girls moved off to the starting line. Just minutes before the whistle blew, she the great one who shall not be named arrived -.- it wouldn be hard to guess again. how dramatic.

It was a mind challenge to give oneself reassurance. Competiting with the junior trackers was one thing. Being on the side lane was another.
The race had to start somehow and the whistle signalled the start.

We ran. and it ended.

The attainment of the fourth postion is extremely frustrating. Neither winning nor losing too badly. It is like so near yet so far. And it is even worst having to tell people that the juniors led the race.

This loss brought the lack of self confidence. She who had seemed so impressive was finally knocked off her shoes. She was diffident but it didnt exactly mean the end of the world. The qualm that overcamed her was further embedded inside with comments that onlookers had made, they had meant well yet there was that hidden message.

She mused over the weak performance and at the same time, roused herself from her languor long enough to complete the final event of the day. Thankfully her loss in concentration did not bring about another defeat, or it would be yet more discouraging. While waiting for the completion of the 1500m events, wt told cx our 2nd runner aka huizhen was "sian", our 3rd runner aka wt herself was tired and our 4th runner which is none other than me was blur- stoned. It was worrying for the outcome of the later performance. How would the turn out be? She definately would not want to drag the team who have high hopes down.
Catching the encouraging glances, she was thankful and is appreciative. Yet help was minimal.

The most effective energy booster was the "4/7 whoosh" that the quadruple did just before they left for their respective positions. The many attempts that supportive members tried to lift the dull spirit was furtile. Yet this small gesture instanteously brought adrenaline flowing. Literally, the flow of liquid in the inner body could be felt. It brought hope and strength. She din't believe in such blatant form of attention seeking at first, but now she did. She finally realised that it was indeed useful when she did not believe it when St Nicks did it before their matches.

It was the best memory for the day.

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Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you? Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at. Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes. It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built, and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others. You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships. From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do. I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life. It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?. I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets. Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes. It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable. Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people. We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature. And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed.. Well, live a sate life readers!

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