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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

~ 12:26 AM ~

SUBJECT: UNITY – TERMINATED

She felt a surge of anger as the topic was brought up once again. That fateful day had blown up, and things never got better since. She thought: “This is ridiculous.”

They had seen a common goal then, but things changed with the elapsed of time. Some were devoted with passion, others, waived off. Each saw their new purpose for life, and this gave rise to the current situation.

The seemingly outcasts that day sat down to talk. That was a depressant talk that they had, while the rest headed off to the targeted venue. As the duo pondered over their next destination, the message on unity came. The fierce departure just moments ago had driven wild emotions into her, and uncontrollably, she broke down.

The companion then was utterly shocked, faulting herself for that sudden change in atmosphere. To redeem herself, she apologized repeatedly and willed herself to go. Instantaneously, all prospects of having a great time that day was drained off like water.
There seemed to be no point to arrive there to be a wet blanket for the rest, moreover, her companion had to leave early that day. To go or not to go?

Time Elapsed: 1:15:27

She stoned at her table feeling despondent. Brooding over what had happened just moments ago. Her only companion was back in her own class with her friend while she made her reflections. alone.
It was then that she decided that home was the best instead of feeling lonely like an outcast right in school, in an empty classroom, in front of her table laded with piles of mathematics worksheet waiting for her to pen her answers.

Then her companion came and they left.

On the bus, a question popped up.
“What is this gathering for in the first place?”
“Uh… catch up with one another and have fun together lor…”
“Like that once in a blue moon how to get closer? No point what.”
“Ehm.. can talk de mah.. den catch up with each other good mah..”
“But without this gathering you think you will talk to them meh?.”
“Ehm not really la.. But still ok mah. Quite close wad..”
“eh.. but no point wad. If wan oso like band lidat everyday eat lunch together then will be close mah..”
“but if we have you wil go meh..”
“why not?..”
“how I noe.. you even today oso don wan go liao..”
“haiya. You noe the reason la..”
“but at least meet up once a while can maintain frenship mah..”
“I don think these are the ppl I will cont to keep in contact with after we leave lor.”
*speechless .. “ehm ok.”

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My apologies for whatever you may fault me with.
I guess I wouldn’t be able to converse clear mindedly with you until this whole issue cools off. If I had seemed nonchalant in any way about how this team would turn out to be, please pardon me. I do see how greatly concerned you are about the way things would turn out to be for the team. But it definitely wouldn’t be of much help for any internal conflicts within us. All of us wouldn’t want to be bidding farewell feeling bitter and sour, and feeling much regrets for having been part of this supposing team, it would be best to put that fateful day behind since it has past.

Maybe at this point of time when anger seized you, you probably wouldn’t be concerned with what I have said so far. But that doesn’t matter. When some sense hits you, (hopefully soon enough), I sure hope this wouldn’t hurt our friendship for that matters.

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chAracTer.

Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you? Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at. Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes. It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built, and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others. You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships. From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do. I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life. It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?. I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets. Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes. It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable. Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people. We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature. And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed.. Well, live a sate life readers!

liKez.

+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.

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