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Saturday, May 19, 2007

~ 8:19 PM ~

Season is almost over, two more games (against tj and rj) in the semifinals and finals respectively.. (Assuming that we proceed on successful, which we will). Having ambivalent feelings about the end of this season.

It means the preparation of the next season.
It means the stepping down of the seniors.
It means the start of unimaginable torture.
~~i feel so unprepared for all that.~~

It's a totally different experience in jc from sec sch life. The most distinct difference is that there's only 2 years in jc and 4 years in sec sch. The time spent in the team is only less than 18 months.. what more the time spent with our seniors is only less than 6 months. There isnt much of an attachment unlike in the sec sch team where we spent up to 3 years with the team. It seems much more like part and parcel of life in jc, the touch-and-go type of teammates instead of the go-through-thick-and-thin type of teammates.

On wednesday, vj shuttlers played against acjc with a supposingly fierce fight. The house committee members were brought down to render their support, yet to our disappointment they were less than supportive. -.- Sitting and clapping alone just din't bring out the atmosphere after the first singles was played. Mayyee played a good game taking down acjc's first singles winnie, therefore boosting our morale and they losing theirs. Vj successfully emerged as winners with a score of 4-1. Our first doubles played their first doubles and withdrew half way when isabel was feeling sick. Nevertheless, ms lim feels that we are champions and that 5-0 is ultimately ours. Cheers. Thanks to the threat, victorians strive to win even more. It makes us wonder why ac teachers can differ that much. Totally extreme characters.

On friday, vj shuttlers played against ajc in the quarter finals, beating them with a score of 4-1. It was a breeze for vj and a glorious win, perhaps our second doubles messing up a little.

It feels different to be part of the winning team, to feel pro and look like a pro. Having people fear you, mess up, instead of vice versa. One never knows how it feels like unless in the other's shoes. After vj's victory over aj, vj tops the group once again, undefeatable ever since round one.
There would always be a loser and winner in every game. As aj misses a placing in nationals top 4, it is inevitable that they feel upset. So it feels bad seeing them tear, we 3 cheered for them.

It kind of made me think whether one would choose between a bonded team or a productive team. As always, there would be politics in a good team creating even more conflict.

It's kind of unproductive to be totally deprived of training during the june holidays. The hiatus from shuttles is quite redundant i perceive since it never happened during the secondary school years.

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Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you? Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at. Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes. It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built, and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others. You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships. From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do. I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life. It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?. I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets. Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes. It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable. Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people. We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature. And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed.. Well, live a sate life readers!

liKez.

+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
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+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.

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