I haven't had so much emotions in a while, and today i truly felt a roller coaster ride of emotions. It was neutral, anger, zi-high, disappointment and satisfaction, by order of sequence throughout the day.
I realised today that the most beautiful thing that can happen to you is a true friendship..
It's musicfest'08, Cinema paradiso tonight, the showcase of victorian's musical talents through vocal solos, vocal groups, dance, band or mtvs, an event that most victorians would want to witness. But due to stringent regulations, admission is only allowed with tickets. That's where the problem comes in. Crashers can't get seats because seats are allocated, and sitting along the aisle weren't allowed. And the saddest thing would be missing out on a chance to support your friends, what more fellow team mates.
And so, desperate people like yy and i ended up on a wild goose chase after self-training for any tinge of hope for two available tickets. It was sad to know that we probably wouldn't get to go, but to make it worst, most if not all of our teammates had tickets. Not surprising, we were faced with much disappointment though we weren't keeping our hopes high. And then our hopes were raised when we heard that there were two teachers who backed out, which means there was chance! Only to further realise that someone else beat us to it..
So, we decided to hang around till the concert was due to start at 1830 and try to sneak in before we gave up all hopes. Yet, security seemed very much more tight than previous years (perhaps sc becoming more efficient and organised). And then... we happened to meet yy's best friends at the canteen and pit-stopped there for a while lamenting and groaning away. Here's the crucial part: Because yy was so emo, her best friends made the most touching gesture of giving up their tickets to us, because yy wanted to go so much. And this decision was simply impromptu, like minutes before audiences had to be seated, and they just decided to give it up, told yy not to feel bad or guilty and just go for it while they head home. Oh my, where can we ever find such nice friends.. totally selfless and willing to sacrifice.. Simply the most tear-provoking actions that can ever occur..
Musicfest can't be commented on, words can't picture it all. It's just a night of fun and entertainment.. The moral of the story: Treasure all your best friends in the world, they don't come by often and they give what others can't.
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
~ 11:08 PM ~
VJ's such a cool school 'coz they could totally create nonsense out of nothing.. It's april's fool and we should have FULL day instead of FOOLs day. Anyway, back to topic. I can't explain the coolness in words, maybe pictures speaks better.
The canteen was almost revamped with the change in arrangement of furnitures and a wonderful camping tent right smacked in the middle of nowhere.
That's just one of the examples of a variation from the normal school day, besides "spider webs" made of raffia strings hung around school, stupid jokes like having a crash course of chemistry for arts students made during assembly, and many more than i have forgotten. =.=
Had quite a nice time at school, considering having a cranky xiangli hovering around and having all sorts of warp ideas to brighten up a mundane school day (hey thats a compliment kid. lol.) And of course, her brilliant plan of all times was the big prank on yj. It's quite mean to play on the matters of the heart, but yj really responded like a mature young man, big hearted and a good sport.. *Phew xiangli wipes off sweat.* hahas. After attaining personal goals then we can explore further possibilities eh? haha how cute. Totally boost our support for the man of the future huh xiangli? -.-
I feel so proud to be a victorian suddenly, as compared to poor TJcians who have a weird and totally unreasonable disclipline master.
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
