sometimes it hasn't been exactly a very exciting day but it's jus nice to hang out wif frens.. in short. it has been long since we last came out.. feeling free. reali free. and for once my ma din call to find out wher i m today. and the feeling is like oh-boy-i i-am-free.!. hmz.. and it's great.
how interestingly things changes.. like sm's blog says.. "it's amazing how we change.. how can someone change so much till you don recognise him anymore? how can you know someone so well for the last second den suddenly the next you can't even find stuff to talk to him about.. why do people change?.." hmz.. true.. how true.. sometimes u can tell someone jus practically everything.. and the next moment lost and helplessly we watch as everything crumbles.
oh boy.. *shrugs* wonder how things can reali change so fast.. the way i treat some ppl.. from once when we were good frens and yet jus in a twinkle of the eye they become enemies.. ok not enemies but it seems as if.. haiz.. why is life so complicated.?! i would rather jus return to the past. oh boy it's so cute~
AND SUDDENLY.. so suddenly the mood swings. and a "i-hate-pacifying-people" comes. i wonder. reali. if the frenship could hav enough space to contain something called trust.
and i jus cant figure out why are you promoting him.. hah.. its funny reading thru an entry that contains so many hes shes them they.. yah.. we jus wonder who is who.. like you said in her blog we duno which him refers to him. yah.. this is funn.. lols...
pq: thanks sia.. hahas.. say i ur ou xiang.. lolz.. bad rocks..!! agree right.. lols..
today went out wif pq ser and wy yah.. check out pq's blog for events.. lols.. ;P
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
