haven been doin much.. jus adding preservatives.. preventing myself from rotting through this weekend. next week would be a hectic schedual.. hopefully this stark contrast wouldn worn out my brain cells.
and if that gal who owes we 10 bucks happens to drag me to SBA tomoro.. she's gonna be prepared to spend some money during the long break from after chess competition to her match.. hahx.. yes. great me has thought of an individual shot. yes jus the two of us. and if she resist a single bit, she may hav to concede to my request of a visit to the paraparaparadise. it would be a funny sight then. hurhur..
last night had a date with jennifer joanne and the rest.. heh. jus had dinner then sat at the restuarant until 10+ chatting.. hmz.. those bunch of ladies [our mothers to be exact] had lots nonsense up their sleeve.. talk bout stayin over night at east coast when they don allow us to stay with our frens.. hmz. typical them.
oh yes. and my hair has become horrendously atrocious. all thanks to that damn hairdresser. fshht. thanks a lot. i wonder how i m goin to meet those bunch of frens who take at any chance to tease me. damn
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
