ah. o level chi oral today. the passage was ez. but duno y i stopped at the last sentence and stoned for like 3 secs before i continued. shit.. the examiners must be thinkin :" uh wad happened. she got possessed or sth?" hmz.. so shuang. relaxed now. finally over. stil got english oral though. *sigh*..
wierd. sth's wrong wif best friend. how come best friend look so sad. ignore me some more. so unlike of best friend. wow. somemore stoned and walk alone. hmx.. sth must be wrong.
the only fun thing for oral is the time being quarantine. sit wif frens and crap. then later see everyone get all tensed up and then slowly count down to yourself. wow. that sort of feeling. and seeing naomi dancing to destress. lolx. funny.
hmz. i wanted to say this ytd. ah ma is spastic. and meigui is too free. look at her msg. "hi!! I'm bored and has too much smses to waste!!" bet she is like spikin me la. say i no sms. good lor. lolx.
hmx.. tomoro's pajamas day. wad hav we in store for ourselves?..
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
