1st time doing pc duty. it was ok. all i rememebered seeing was the flag. and for the 1st time i felt motivated to sing the national song. hearing mrs tan singing behind me. and i probably tot singing would help me relax. lol. as i recalled.. listenin to jay to soothe my nerves this morning.. and then the battery turned flat on me..
the periods after a storm. some waves settled fast. others prolonged.
it had been awkward. the period from when we left till she left. it all seemed like time turned back to where things were like before. when she was quiet and all. not a word exchanged.
but the funny thing was we were walking towards the bus stop. and about to cross the road. then there was this lorry which drove by..wanting to turn into the main road. however.. the roof was too low.. and the lorry's top bumped into the roof. =.= a bit hard to imagine. u could ask me.. and we were like standin in the middle of the road.
thanks ser for the spagetti today.. sorry i duno how to appreciate spagetti. let kuays eat good leh. boost ur morale. hahax.
the lie that was realised lack of communication. would lying lead us there? i doubt so. attitude and effort not for oneself but for all.
[[the depth within]]
ser thinks some ppl are hard to stay angry at. how far would u agreE?
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
