sighx. PMS virus circulating like free these days.
today before training went oppo to eat.. then later somehow ended up late by 10mins for trg.. and so suay today coach not good mood or wad.. then somehow i suay suay today late. shucks.
for the 1st time he told us(late comers).. you all better go run 10 rounds if not then jolly well don train. (translation from chinese)..wah.. so fine lor. run then run la. big deal.. so we ran.. or rather meigui and fiona walk.. ruth and me run. hahx. yah.. then went back trg a bit. mood totally sian diao.. do 1 drill then 5 o clock le. so we do footwork outside the courts.. yah.. thats all for today's trg.
hmx. am i slow or slower or slowest?.. hahx nah.. definately not the slowest. =P
today then found out that sort of big news or sth.. ok i din noe it was real from all the jokes and all... slow can?.. hahx.. ehm but elder sis-younger bro relationship i truely don believe in. haha. interesting. =S lolx.. our batch are the real normal studious bunch of kids.. omg.. the batch before and after is real hiong.. >< .. not convenient to cont.. lest ppl involved kills me. >< hahasx.
and now i reali do think its getting ridiculously big a mess we are in. a bunch of slackers we have. shucks. lets jus forget about winning shall we?. prep talk?. it doesnt seem to be part of my job huh.. ah well..
we don care wad ppl don care when ppl who care may think we care she thinks we care when we don care and we don care whether she care or don care. >.<
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
