currently exhausted. as usual trainings drain us dry.
speaking about it.. not long ago jus found out the reason to what's hindering her drive to cooperate.. not a very pleasant thing discover.. but it indeed prompted me thinking.
life's truely unpredictable as like in TET. hatred, disaffection, dissatifaction arises when we see things in a different point of view of what it meant to be.. as such we sure can presume that everyone has had someone whom he/she dislikes and someone who dislikes him/herself.
every soul seemed to hav given up hope. now all that is left is me. alone. it is so "encouraging" when someone becomes so TRUTHful to you.. its sounds like the ship manager telling his assistant "i fear the ship is sinking. but i cant inform the passengers. i don't wan them to fear too."
and those other ignorant passengers are telling the assistant "yah la.. the boat wouldn sink.." (right in front of the ship assistant they added " yah right.. jus giv him falsified hopes")
and right there today the assitamt tries to attain more life jackets. when a passemger floating on the surface of the sea retorts :" why should i listen to you."
indeed. why should the passengers listen to the assistant when he is jus the assistant as the name suggests. the decisions should only be made by the ship manager or rather the captain huh. yeah so the assitant is jus suppose to sit down and watch ppl drown. yes thats it.
maybe that the conclusion for the assistant today.
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
