currently feeling like a leaf litter. as well as fatuous and foolish for the stupid computer jus shut down on me when i blogged half way. this should be the most irritating thing that can ever happen to someone for causing their sudden interest to blog to vanish completely.
seethed and pissed off with the irritating messanger. hindering my progress in socialise with people. =/
facing tomorrow with trepidation. this dreadful feeling overwhelming me ever since the stupid statement the brainless teacher made. sharks.
realising how mean i hav become. must be negative influence from those pig and DoG frens of mine. at least i wouldn hang up the phone on ppl last time. now i wouldn even feel bad doing so. *shake head* thats bad.
this is a notice to mg's-you-know-who.. bug me now and i shall bite off your head. *munch*
not exactly in the best of moods at the moment.
currently playing: bu de bu ai tian tian dou xu yao ni ai wo de xin si you ni cai i luv you wo jiu shi yao ni rang wo mei tian dou jing cai tian tian ba ta gua zhui bian dao di she me shi zhen ai i luv you dao di you ji fen shou de bi xiang xiang gen kuai
hmmm.. music sure lighten one's mood.
cant wait for Os to be over. cant wait to go roller blading. cant wait to go kbox. cant wait to go arcade. cant wait to go swimming. i cant wait. waiting.
i think the above is crap.
cause i m stil feeling lousy inside.
X this page now.
don wasting time.
my mood cant be lousier to noe there's council meeting tomoro.
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
