the change from being so buzy to nothing to study seems so great that i can hardly believe it.. after being on haitus for this period it seems like many has lost much interest to the blogger and poor thing it has rusted.
the comp has somewhat proved to be dispensible. i seriously wouldn mind watching stairway to heaven everyday and not come online. anyway msn has become more and more boring.. i do wonder how much things can one talk to another. is there a capacity or limit?.. when will people run out of things to say to one another?..
oh well.. in this period some things have changed or maybe they haven.. as unpredictable as life is.. we can nev predict what will happen the day after tomoro.. i gues we shall jus leave things as it is.. let it be.. let it be..
there's stil meeting tomoro.. and obvious none of us idiots would be keen to wake up so freaking early for some stupid meeting. why cant we jus all pon it together and get kicked out together and let the dumb service thing fall. and we shall all luff at them when we all protest against doing duties like PARADE COMMANDING for example and allow mr ang or maybe mrs tan would like to do it themselves. it was so amusing to hear that ms lau wanted us to SING OVER THE MIKE. it would be interesting to allow us to be some form of ENTERTAINMENT instead of SERVICE to the school. and i bet we would be the 1st school to show our loyality to the country in this way. stupidass is stupid in the 1st place. ok not ass. the teachers and management board is. if they arent they wouldn hav put bio and amaths on the same day. ah wadever.
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
