Friday, February 17, 2006
~ 10:29 PM ~
this is pretty long a hibernation that i have had.
not going to be much of an update today. jus to clear away some cobwebs.
so many things have happened in this period of time that i hav no idea where to start from. of course there's the tournament season which has officially ended for the B division today. and festive seasons like chinese new year and valentine's day.
the end of the tournaments would mean the separation of the sec 4s. indeed sadness is inevitable in the process of parting. the ability to withhold the spirit that soar among us would require the commitment of every individual. spirit is spread not with the word but by action. an interesting batch of peers, ranging from spastic people to people full of seriousness. spastic and serious are characteristics of two different ends. how did we managed to bond together despite that barrier?.. it is affinity that drew us together. now that the affinity is waning, its up to us totally to keep it together. do we let go or hang on?
the past few days we have been hearing numerous people sigh. reminiscing bout the good times in the past brings about the undesired sadness, yet without reminiscing, the wee bit of joy from those fantastic memOries would disappear completely from our preoccupied minds at last.
reminiscing with ser about sec 2 life has certainly gave a jot to my memory. those minute details that she remembers is what i must have erased from my memory long ago.
the desperateness to get into the same klas, studying till late hours together, settling at all sorts of wierd places to study and this is the final touch to it. the final separation of individuals in the quadruple, is this the desired outcome?.
sighing over the separation would add to the misery, it isnt easy but cheering up would make life more pleasant.
this enlightenment is obtained from the transition of a sec 2 to sec 3 teen.
these are all part and parcels of our lives. however much we dread it, it will stil pass by.
let the spirit live on. abt forever.