Right.. Common test 2 is over.. Was feeling liberated after exams like any other time, but post exam activity was just weird. Don't feel like commenting on it, but i think i shall remain more open minded about things.
Come to think of it, i don't feel happy after exams either. I don't wanna start having to fret over T3A. Admist uncompleted tasks and assignments. And not to forget all the upcoming and past birthday presents waiting for preparation. Gosh. Why am i getting stressed over such stuff..
CT2 was.. *gulps* I think i really did put in tons of effort to feel prepared during the holidays. Mugging almost every single day unless something cropped up. I just hope it will show in results, though the probability is.. close to.. self-defined. the standard of papers are undeniably hard, even geniuses agree to some. Let's just pray. I hope changing studying method for econs would help in the grades. This whole week is just --- shagged.
winston's idea of CT is interesting. GP - Go Pray Maths - Mad (statistics = sadistic) eCONs - Kena conned/pawned Physics - *hm* Computing - Press any key to continue. . .
As for me, i think i really felt tired with the 3 afternoon papers, which proved to be a challenge to change our sleeping habits. Half way through maths i felt like my neck was breaking, after stunning papers of physics and econs the previous days, we were all close to breaking apart. xiangli agree right. -.-
Chemistry today was the biggest challenge. I was confident of revision, but facing the paper was a totally different situation. Mind blank, or maybe froze in the LT and the freaking irritating light that kept flickering kept us distracted. MCQ was as usual hard to a ludicrous extent. 30 questions in 45 minutes with more than half the questions needing analysis and calculations. They must be driving us to improving our guessing strategies, in order to score in MCQ. Time provided is so ridiculously short that people snicker and giggle when the invigilator announces the last 5 mins left. It's probably the fact that most have gotten less than 2/3 of the paper completed. That explains the sarcasm in the snickering. I wonder what those people are thinking of making us into. A guessing machine?
Such a pity it din't go as planned.. All that thorough thoughts for naught.
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
