Yes i know it's been long, it's april. My determination to blog at least once a month has failed me. I realised after working for three months at CPF i haven't once talked about it. So yes, i've been busy scrutinising CPF forms, sending letters, extracting discrepancy cases and many other technical stuff that non CPF-cians (credits to ROY due to Hongchao's card) probably wouldn't comprehend.
It has been great so far, because the peers are nice and friendly (just for the stalkers to see) and the supervisors are generous and nice and stocks up our temps' pantry once in a while (except for some that we constantly bitch about). Apart from work, we have learnt to spot the difference on facebook, Sudoku on "TODAY" and "WO BAO" and race around in "crazy taxi". That's pretty much that we've learnt in that wonderful working environment where we look out for each other while lazing around in our "fish tank". It's called a fish tank because it's a room where all the temps in the DM dept work, but it's freakingly transparent to the perms outside and we look like fishes swimming around on red chairs. (ok fine, make us guppies, the smallest fish in the sea. Bosses are sharks.)
All's great, time flies by during lunch and break (that's when we're having fun). So far it hasn't struck me to start counting down to knock off time (because other depts do while they stone their time away). There used to be dear xiangjun, jinyong and winston at lunch, but they all left one by one, even the surviving soul aka winlittlepig is leaving soon for army.
Inside stories about staff shall not be disclosed here. But rumours sure spread like wildfire in that 33rd storey of CPFB right? Right.
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
