I couldn't believe the kind of disappointment i felt yesterday after failing the TP test, probably as much as friends who din't get into medicine. It was so bad i din't had mood for anything, cancelling appointments, rejecting calls and ignoring messages. At maximum state i even rejected my instructor for a lunch treat. Who had mood for his stunts at that point in time? I'm so sorry to those who were concerned, but i'm fine now (:
There was a suicide case at my block yesterday and my mum came home telling us not to brood too much over unhappy stuff, then i realise there was more to life... than my coveted driving liscence. Though i was pretty sure i would get it, and leave behind all the trainings, circuits and crazy stints from my instructor. Now i'm still stuck with these for a few more months. It's depressing.
I'm really thankful for my supportive family and friends, special mention to gf for being ever so sweet. haha. >< and happy roy for dedicating your well wishes though i din't see it and offering to be my chauffeur (according to cutie) , and GG for trying so hard to keep me happy. And of course my other friends who wished me luck and waiting for me to chauffeur them around, i'm sorry to disappoint you all. =/ I promise i'll be more careful next time.
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
