It's coming to one month since i stopped working, but trust me i haven't felt bored yet. It's weird when i wake up and realise "hey there's no work to do" and get on to lazing in bed for a good few hours. My june hols (sound like i'm on school vacation) has been purely rest and relax, chilling out when i feel like it, or movie marathon at own time own target, occasionally doing constructive work in the comfort of my home.
Recently i took up Korean courses at Cambridge language school with my good buddy. One of the first few phrases my teacher taught was "she war yo" which means It's easy, but really it's far from easy. Some of the other students sound so experienced and knowledgable i wonder what they were sitting there for. On the other hand, the teacher could randomly throw me a sentence in Korean and stare intently at me for a response, but i could only shrug my shoulders (which was totally embarrasing) So the tip to survival was staring at the book to avoid eye contact, or try to copy others' answer. -_-''
"wae han gu pae wor yo?" which means why are you learning korean? "huh?!" -teacher moves on to ask the next student-
Though the teacher tries her best to make us feel less stressed (she likes to say, if you dunno, just forget.), the lesson still feels pretty pressurising maybe because the other students are so good at it. (I secretly think they attended the lessons twice, if not why am i always the last to arrive in class. LOL) Maybe i'd paid more attention if the teacher was a handsome korean. hahaha.
July should get more exciting. We'll be flying to hongkong pretty soon! And fact trails! And camps!
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
