Well, I guess university life is setting in after almost three months. It has been work and more work, superficial friendship making aka networking, and getting irritated by projects/ group members. Apart from all that down side, there's of course the good side of it. That's getting to know great friends and feeling truly appreciated. I got to start learning how to express appreciation :D But basically i love hall and the people here. (:
If you haven't sensed it, today is a happy monday because it's end of projects FINALLY. Although there's still exams and quizzes coming up. Geez. That probably explains why i'm blogging here because i feel like it's december already and that feeling is awesome. But i must say i'm currently very happy with life, apart from screwed up quizzes and reports.
Working on toastmasters makes me feel very accomplished, even though i'm just done with project one. Missed the best speaker award the first time but oh well, really glad to have lots of support from my friends with their constant encouragement and interest to come down to support. Love you guys. (: Past few weeks have been pretty depressing with lots of deadlines to meet and amidst those, other matters of the heart to deal with, but i'm glad i can finally breathe right now.
Okay lets leave it at that for now, econs and stats quiz in a week's time! Let's go!
Hi everyone. I should say you must be scrutinizing every part of my blog to be reading this arent you?
Well, if you're that bored or interested in me, this is me you're looking at.
Just a typical mundane human being living in this distorted world filled with what we call friends and foes.
It's just me to get all maudlin and touchy about friendships and covalent bonds that i painstakingly built,
and it's most dreading to realise what you call friends are actually fair-weathered ones and ditch you for others.
You know.. that sort of ambivalent feelings which arises with such friendships.
From young, my pedagogues have complained of me being temperamental and from there i have learnt and seen the world beyond me, where there happened to be people fairing far worst than i do.
I realised in this period of isolation that life turns out to be happier for everyone if people knew how to be sate with life.
It's just in the genes that human beings have to take things for granted and learn to appreciate things only when they have lost it. Sad isn't it?.
I admit possessing that characteristic, which led me to losing what i should have treasured most, with great regrets.
Now, like Krishna, we are inclined to seeking comfort from things that we are familiar with, unaccustomed to changes.
It may not appear to be me on the outside, braving the winds of the outside world, strong and unbeatable.
Like the saying goes, never judge the book by its cover, and i believe in that, in the way i credit people.
We all treasure private space don't we?.. It's just human nature.
And of course it most dreading to feel deserted by your friends isn't it.. ? To feel cheated and betrayed..
Well, live a sate life readers!
liKez.
+memories of the past..
+2/3'04.. where i met all of u..
+4/7'06.. the past.
+And. badminton.. where unity lies. love the ppl in it.. especially my batch of peers and the seniors!
+07s56 and jie-meis! the present.
+vjc shuttlers.. the domination of spasticity.
+you.
